You're not doing anything to me, don't worry about that.... Just focus on what you want... If you want to, if you're okay with it, quit worrying if i'm going to be okay with it. Listen, you love your father, You were attached to him at one point, right? Even though you called it off with him, those feelings just don't go away. And as manuipulative as your mother is, It's not like you haven't before, so, do what you have to do there I guess. What i'm saying is, i'll be fine, you go do what feels right for you. What you desire, with whoever you desire it with, and we'll find a path through it, alright? I'll still be here... I promise..